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another moment of my life with great friends!!

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Though agreed in advance, yet spontaneously we met on Wednesday with Balázs afterworks in the Gozsdu passage of Király street.

I could hardly wait that this moment arrives again, I feel stuck in my soul when I am not singing, I do not know if you have this feeling ever, when you are really eager to do something and somehow the circumstances are not allowing you.

I mean I can sing alone and practise at home, but interraction with people of the same interest and doing it together gives me lots of joy and smile on my face – which i do not lack anyway 🙂 – however those in the moments of doing music are really true sings of my happiness.

András, my ex-collegue and close friend from Raytheon – the training company I worked for – joined us as I asked him to make couple of videos with his phone, he was happy to do it, but mentioning all the time that his phone is not the best quality (András, it does not matter, I need this for my “unprofessional blog” and for fun) 😛

Anywaaaaaay, It was the 3rd time I met with Balázs ever and the 2nd rehearsal, I know him via a common Brazilian friend Marcelo, as they both are doing Capoeira. Marcelo connected us saying you both have nice voices, see if you can do something together.

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On Wednesday after practising couple of songs in Gozsdu passage I proposed him to play on the Open Mic in Mika Tivadar, the next moment I caught myself singing on the stage with him (I was more stressed then him, pffffff). He kept saying: “Engedd el” (“Let it go”). He is hanging out too much with Marcelo, he uses it all the time, plus they are even saying it with the same pronunciation.

Soooorrry, guys 😛

So, András was our spontaneous phone camera guy and the admirer :D.  I will upload couple of these not pro videos these days on my Youtube channel too.

Btw. he just showed on my door at this moment with a coffee and said: “Gabi, I have a video for you” about the days we spent together. Watch it by yourself  lower under my blog post 🙂

Otherwise people, I am looking for a band that is interested in playing in majority Brazilian Portuguese songs. Contact me via karvakg@gmail.com, any nationality is welcome, be open and  reliable.

And now we are off to Szimpla for the Columbian percussion workshop!

****UPDATE! The workshop is next week!

before i left to Geneva and some theory about my life

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before I left to Geneva I had a booked hairdresser for myself…

I wanted to make some change, well, my hairdresser was more brave then I thought he would be…

while waiting for my turn i bumped into an article about a Hungarian actress, with great quotes from her…

well…I am blogging on the 22th, couple of days later, because the internet coverage in Geneva is a bit tricky, but thats not the point..

… I have to say the quote oft this actress was so typical for me for this trip, I also felt like I was throwing myself each day into life and I was just accepting whatever comes..sometimes making good, sometimes bad decisions, but this trip was again about me learning how to ask for a help and trusting life, people…

I do not know if u are aware, the trip way payed by a good-will friend who actually had no idea how broke I am right now and that I am in front of my divorcing procedure and I have a week to move out from my old flat as the owner wants to sell it…but I wanted to do this trip even with minimal budget, because it removed me from the situations I am now in and gave me some fresh ideas on things what I wanna do..but later about that…and the challenges I had..

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This actress, she is Gemini like me and we have quite similar view on things in the world. While I do not believe fully in astrologhy I always claim just as her, that there are some qualities that can be generalized for each sign.

Below she is talking about her dual personality being a Gemini, I feel this too very often:

– being childish like I am 16 year old, or

– being serious and mature when the situation requires,

But as she says, she likes happy things, and she does not like seriousity, she just throw herself into whatever comes…

I agree with her, though right now I am not really happy with some of my decisions related to this trip to Geneva, but on the other hand I would change nothing, because I met great people here and it opened new doors, views on life to me.
**I am only copying the hungarian article below about the statements of this actress, I have to look for her full name (Réka something)

 

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my time came, my hair was coloured and cut…

at first it was quite strange for me to see my head this colour, but after the shocked faces in the street I realized I did the right thing, I like to shock people 🙂

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since then the color is much lighter, and I have to admit my hair is very much loved by older people in Geneva, but also of others, actually, I keep getting positive comments saying it suits to my face and eye color,

I think I am the only person in this city with this hair… and the color is getting lighter each day, u know, these colors are not so permanent…

On the first day of my arrival to Geneva, I was glazing around on the lake, when i heard a lady behind me telling with admiration: “pink, super genial” or something like that with her cute French accent, I turned to her and started to laugh and we talked couple of min.

Some hours later my hair was the attraction to meet new people and this is how I met my host for Tuesday night on the lake side, then the lady who works in the library of the United Nations office etc….

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Just amazing..

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U ask for a lighter in the street and the girl says: u r so familiar to me…
Me: well yeah, i am a model u might have seen me in some commercial 😀 😀

(Or in fogasház)…ppl remember me from lots of places in the city 😉 i face this almost every day!

The first professional job interview at Modeling Agency in Hungary

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I just registered online in their database, feel free to contact me via the agency:
http://www.photocasting.hu/index.php?page=model&id=177

or through my Facebook page under the section “Book now”.

Thank you for your contact in advance,

Gabi

 

Gabi

Somehow I feel this is gonna be one of the most visited blog inputs I wrote…

Let me share with you my latest experience on how I do this…

Last year when I decided to start my modeling/acting whatever you wanna call carreer I started to collect from people I knew they are in this business some informations – I have to admit, people are so bad in sharing informations.

Now I realized I was maybe asking the wrong people and I also knew I will have to invest my time, financials and make efforts on my own,  but this is not an issue for me never if I have “the goal”. I already told you I am very goal-oriented, I achieve what I want, but I also had to have the time for this, as building up a new life,  new carreer, living your dreams does not come true…

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so, our third, fourth, fifth driver to Genova….

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sorry, but yesterday I ended up going to bed again at 1am, I become really a night owl, but as I started to write the blog, the memories just started to pop-up and I cannot leave things in my head, I feel like I am talking to someone/to you when I am writing and I wanna share everything…

so we ended up at a gas station somewhere we think in front of Milano, or maybe it was in Milano, I have no clue, we had no clue where we are, we were standing outside and trying to find another driver to take us on A7 highway, but we were on the East side of Milano, so we had to reach somehow the other side at least…

We got in again at the gas station, talked to the people trying to find a driver and then ended up staying outside waiting for someone to get in, I start to loose memory about the time we spent there and also the number of people we approached…

a big “black car” stopped at the gas station, maybe it was Infinity, i have no clue, I was not paying attention at all, i am such a bad observer of cars and anyways my point was not to get a good car, but to reach the next point to get closer to Genova…I remembered Insignia of János, just because I used to drive the same company car with the same mahagony colour (the best choice for colour :P)

The guy who came out of the car Inés looked at him suspiciously, I thought yes, he is too snobish looking and too fancy, and maybe gay, but if gay, probably normal.

He was coming out of the gas station there was no time for thinking we had enough trials to get a car and they were without success so I just approached him, putting on a side all my thoughts that were disturbing me and just stressing me out.

Couple of minutes later we found out his name is Gianluca, he drove us couple of meters further, in the meantime trying to figure out from us where are we heading to and he could not believe we started hitchhiking from Budapest to Genova, I do not remember if we told him it was because of a brazilian guy Nicola who lives somewhere in Genova or around Genova, and whom I met for one night 😀 😀

He already thought we were crazy, but we learned our first Italian words from him “pazze total” (“totally crazy” in Italian), I used it later couple of time 😀 but, Gianluca, common u have to admit we are brave and nice girls 😀 😀

now u see, this brings me to an idea, i should hitchhike to Spain or the Latino countries to learn Spanish more quicker 😀

So, he left us on the next gas station and I guess wished a good luck as all of them later earlier and later, but suspicious as all of them earlier and later 😀

We got to another gas station, but we were still in front of Milano, still not on the opposite side, so talking to people started again…well u do not even have a clue how many rejections we had 😀 , but I think this was one of the greatest experiences in the world to learn how to handle situations with rejection, it just makes you to be more brave, to put on a side your thoughts and just go for it, not thinking what will ppl say about you – you have your goal and u dont give a shit about opinion of others. You cannot, otherwise you would not get anywhere. (Still i think I wont be able to approach guys easier then till now :D, but for sure I gain more self-confidence and maybe I will handle easier if they do not want me, like it was with the cars, just not taking it personally).

I have to say during our hitchhiking we realized if there is a couple in the car, the best choice is to approach the women, , because if you approach the guy…well, u can be more often turned down for the trip and they have to agree with their girls, many times the girls were really bitchy. Of course there are exceptions as we found them.

While waiting for our next drive still in front of Milano, a couple arrived to the station, I approached Camilla and asked her if they could give us a ride, at first she I think she said no, but I am not sure, however couple of minutes later her boyfriend Domenico got out of the car saying they can take us the the train station in the city center of Milano and appologizing for the size of the car, OH man, size does not matter 😀 (kh kh)

and yes, they explained there we can take a train, I was sitting in a car fingers crossed almost, not to have a train at that time as I wanted to keep on via hitchhiking, but I was chilled and not saying it immediately, as Inés was tired and I did not wanted her to feel more uncomfortable. She wanted to give up couple of times, but luckily always got on an energy when we got the next driver and I am proud at her that she could handle this whole situation with my idea and was in to go till the end.

It was already around 9:25 …and at least someone wanted to drive us further, so we took the drive…again the same story explaining what, where, why, they laughing at us and saying we are pazze 😀

We learned that in Genova we must try “Farinata” and “Foccachia di Recco” (Camilla, Domenico, we did try both and more :)) and Inés also got her pasta at the end of our trip that she was chasing all the time without success, we just had no time…it was 2 days and mostly travelling 😀 😀

While driving they checked for the train options it turned out the next train is in the morning. These two people, Camilla and Domenico were I think more excited what will happen to us, then two of us together, they were really diging and thinking what they could do to help us to reach Genova and took it really personaly. After they realized we have no train, Domenico took the wheel and drove us on the high-way of A7. We realized this only some time later. We could not believe they also did this for us…just as all of them on the way to Genova! I think they drove us about 30 km away from Milan on A7 till the next “AutoGrill” (these seem to be the biggest gas stations with restaurant in Italy).

At the gas station we took some meal and started to think what now, Inés said we should stay in the hotel, I replied with no, i told her I wanna reach Genova tonight 😀

Our perversions in the restaurants shop…Inés, at this moment at least u got a photo with your dreamed pasta’s 😀

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We got there exchanged contacts with this nice couple, they have no FB account and Camilla does not speak English, but for sure we will keep in touch, maybe by visiting once Budapest…i think they will do it once for sure.

Couple of minutes later we were in Autogrill restaurant, having coffee, meal and now the Italian police showed, after we finished filling our bellies I approached them if they can help us where, how to hitchhike, I think I do not have to tell you the story, it was on their head written: these two are pazze and they tried to reassure us, the best is to overnight, there is no chance to reach Genova from here, there are no cars and even if we wanna try, then we should try with the cars in front of the restaurant.

We got out and there was only one car without a driver in it, I said to Inés to move closer to the gas station, this is how I saw for the first time “Tesla” station for electronic driven cars, cool.

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We got to the petrol station and started to hitchkihe closer to the exit. Couple of minutes later the 2 police guy and some security ppl showed up approaching us. I knew I did the right step approaching them in the restaurant as for hitchhiking at the exit you can be punished, hehehehe. While they were approaching us, we acted dumb, like not knowing and acknowledging our “stupid” approach. They realized we got the message and they left, still not believing we are normal 😀

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Couple of minutes later a guy called Cesare showed up, we approached him, he said he lives at the next exit, but there is another gas station and he can take us. We got into his car and started to talk to him, explained we are heading to a Brazilian party (which in the meantime turned out to be a samba/bossanova etc party, but does not matter) , he knew the place and he said it is on a great location and it should be a great party and oh yeah, he likes Brazilians too, because of the size 😀 :D. Cesare, you are pazze too 😀 in positive way of course, we laughed a lot with him in the car and he was even considering to come with us to the party, he was really in a doubt, but he had to work the next day morning, so he could not make it, but he told us to stay at his place in Alessandria. I/we could not be changed in my plans and he had obligations. Cesare, we really hope to see u in Budapest in the near future, you are great! And we will take you for a Brazilian party here! 😀

Oh and thank you with your offer to find Nicola for me :)))

We arrived to this small gas station, well it was again a “nowhere land” only the gas station employee working, Cesare got in and told him to find us a ride, he thought if someone talking Italian explaines to people that we need a ride we will get quicker a ride, I could not understand what he all said, but for sure he reassured the guy we are normal (?) just in need of a car to Genova. We were in the gas station, at a moment an older guy got in talking in Spanish.

He was amazed by my eyes, saying guapo ochos (mixing Italian, Spanish or i have no clue) and flirting, while his trousers half open and drunk like hell…

Then Inés got also her compliments for her Arabian beauty and her eyes and the next moment we had to take a cappucino he ordered for us, he was pushy that we take a meal too, but we refused, we were not really in a mood to talk to him, but it was amusing and we laughed a lot about the situation. The guy was a Spanish truck driver having his “rest stop” for 2 hours and he is delivering fruits and vegetables from Spain to Italy and in the region as far as i could understood with my poor Spanish knowledge.

Couple of minutes later another guy came in…wondering what is happening and then a couple arrived, they became our next helping hands…

Oh yeah, smoking in the car with Italians is just a normal thing 😀 😀

Look a like!

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There are casting calls by Free Faces for jobs in country and abroad, so models, pls feel free to write them, you will probably get an email with the casting call details, so go for it and apply (https://www.facebook.com/FreeFacesModelManagement)!

Why i started this post? 😀

One of the casting calls inspired me…

I get noticed by people on the street, different places, shops many times and I had couple of times a situation when people compared me with Cameron Diaz (when I had a longer hair…btw I am buying in even the “worst” movies of Cameron Diaz, because she is the craziest actor ever, my favourite is the scene from Charlies angels, with the masculin panties – mine is with Superman and Batman logo, H&M thinks of everything  😀

So, Cameron is shaking her butt in this movie like hell, this is how we do it with Filip – and of course he has superheroe panties too…we do dance and listen to music in the mornings, sometimes in front of the mirror 😀

but, sometimes he just runs around and dances with panties on his ancles, I would happily post photo/video about this, but that’s too intimate, I will have to create some online driver for later to show him all the things he did when he was kid…btw he is just listening to the song again, his panties just flew away

The video clip that is inspiring him to do, this is a Serbian song from the 90’s, which is not the proud of my generations music, but we danced to it a lot and even some ppl neglect to know this song, I think they even know the whole lyrics (p.s. Gace, gace is the name of the song, in translation: panties, panties)…u can imagine how creative and inspiring song can be 😀

So, in Barcelona a guy was running after me yelling: Cameron Diaz, stop, stop… with his friends to get an autogram…okay, maybe he just liked me 😀

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The other time, I was Miley Cyrus,

Orlando, u got the point, because the haircut inspiration I got from Miley’s video clip ” Wrecking ball”, but my haircut got shorter as my previous hairdresser misunderstood me the first time, however I like it this way, since then each time I had a haircut my hair got shorter and shorter :)) and with the red lipstick it’s killing

(Nicola was crazy about my hair and I was crazy about his hair…)

Even, I do not know other songs of Miley and earlier I could not stand her, we both with Filip like this song and I like her extravagancy in this video clip…

Btw. for the weekend I found a waitress in Ellátókert having very similar haircut, she did not wanted to have selfie as she said she hates camera…she also had a piercing 😀 if u are around you can find her in the last part of this ruinbar, where u can eat the best Taco’s in the city!!! One of my acquitances Laci noted me on Friday about her, after we left from “Kék ló”coffee bar where we celebrated my friend Dora’s nameday, I got there and I rememembered what  Laci said and I found the waitress. She was a bit confused and maybe shocked because I approached her, I was just curious about her :)))

So, why I started this whole story?

Well, there is a casting call where u can apply also as a “look alike” some celebrity…and I downloaded some app as I was interested who could be I compared too, the first app compared me to Ellen De Generes, well I got also a bit surprised on the photo 😀

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but, for sure we are both photoshopped on the photos, so…at least I know I am..

p.s. i did not apply for this casting 😀

and I conclude, I am unique as she is too,

AS WE ALL ARE 🙂

 

Dear Follower…you thought I am gonna write about Genova???hahahhahah

it’s too much to write, I need to take a deep breath and start to write an e-book about those 2 days 😀

 

 

Respond to Simon or any of you inviting me to events :)

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…you asked me why i was not on Victors concert on Monday as i invited many people and I was the only one not showing up?! :)))

Yesterday it was a bit loud down there, btw. I enjoyed the concert, and i could not really explain.

And yeah,
Well, there are two reasons, one is the main:
Mondays are the days when my son is back from his dad.
Monday is dedicated fully to us, being lazy at home, cooking, watching cartoons, no concert, no other people only two of us.

And the second…i am not attending all the parties in the city :))))) but i can invite u for the good ones 😉 (just as i do it with my other friends,

If my status on facebook is for an event is maybe, its really maybe 😉

Dora, thank u for the invitation, it was a good concert! I enjoyed that it was balkan and latino mix in Zeg Zug with Casa de Polska, btw the best combination! oh yeah, on the 14th of January maybe another such combination in Vonzalom bár by other performers 😉

Cheers!

Ariana, the most famous commercial model in the world

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You probably never realized this girl before…but, after reading this you will start realizing her all over the city…

Couple of weeks ago I read an article about the most known commercial model in the world, the blogger or journalist stating untill they read that article about Ariana, they never realized her on the posters, billboards etc…

Now imagine this, I was like I have not realized her either till now…and then…

and then….

couple of days ago I as walking in the street…Have you seen the new Tchibo commercial?? Guess who is on it?!?!?!

Of course it is Ariana. I made this photo in the street by Mammut shopping mall, it was dark, but you can see now who I am talking about…

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This is just an article that you can see who I am talking about, but do not worry you will starting to realize her after you have seen the new Tchibo billboards. :)))

http://www.glamour.com/fashion/blogs/dressed/2013/10/the-most-famous-model-in-the-w

I was walking in the street with Nicola I looked at the commercial and I told him the story. He was surprised like me when I heard the story for the first time. I have added: now you see, I will be like this girl smiling at you one day! He smiled and nodded with recognition.

The first professional job interview at Modeling Agency in Hungary

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Somehow I feel this is gonna be one of the most visited blog inputs I wrote…

Let me share with you my latest experience on how I do this…

Last year when I decided to start my modeling/acting whatever you wanna call carreer I started to collect from people I knew they are in this business some informations – I have to admit, people are so bad in sharing informations.

Now I realized I was maybe asking the wrong people and I also knew I will have to invest my time, financials and make efforts on my own,  but this is not an issue for me never if I have “the goal”. I already told you I am very goal-oriented, I achieve what I want, but I also had to have the time for this, as building up a new life,  new carreer, living your dreams does not come true from one day to the other. I teared down my old false dream and started to listen to my inner soul. It was not easy, it is still not easy, I still have moments when I collapse, but today collapsing means for me just a feeling in a minute I have to overcome, take a deap breath, maybe sleep on it and take things under control and move on to realizing my goal.  I know everything needs a patience and hard-work, this is what I learned in the business world. And modeling is a business too.

I know i have to keep on doing my things, ignore that inner fear, other people’s “not supportive opinion” and to surround myself with a people who can support me. Everything takes time, learning, experiences, lot’s of work (sometimes free of charge, investing travel cost etc. as this is how u learn and network too), but I know it will bring the wanted results. Every new experience is not only an experience, but building my new supportive network and new learnings with new people with the same dreams.

I am far yet from achieving my goals, but I feel I am on the right track, meeting the right people in the right time at right place and getting informations in the right moments.

First I looked for agencies that were casting “senior’s”, then I started to read articles about modeling, not really admiting to my “old” friends (except to some of them) what I was actually doing. I was working in the background, but then I realized if the job I am doing has no exposure, nobody will know what I am actually interested in and if you do not share informations about yourself, the right people will  not know where you need a support.

I made my first portfolios, I went to couple of agencies and registered myself, I was actually surprised what all kind of “models” you can meet. We are actually all models to someone in the world. I stated this yesterday to one of new made Venezuelan acquitances, I think she thought I am crazy for saying this, as she left couple of minutes later, I felt a doubt in her reaction about me.. People have in their mind this “perfect, skinny look” of models. Well, sorry to inform you, but they are not always the best payed ones, of course here you also have exceptions. I read about a contest by Wilhelmina with age of 30+, a lady working for Ford Models, and catwalk with a lady, I cannot remember the age, but it was more then 30, I think she was in her 50′, then another lady doing swimmsuit/lingerie photoshootings with 50..etc…oh yeah, and there are the plus size models, and recently I read agencies are recognising that natural beauty and age are not anymore an issue and more often are used “real” people looking models. I like this approach.

As I started to register to agencies I was frightened how often the age limit is given 16-22, specially at the well-known ones.

Of course I was turned down at many agencies, but I have to admit I had better experiences with the agencies abroad, then with the ones in Hungary. Here some of the agencies are still not clear with the term of being a model, but my point is now not to critisize. Even I got shaken by this fact I decided to look abroad and read English articles, God bless my mom, the Serbian TV shows for the subtitled movies, New Kids on the Block, Jason Donovan etc. songs that I was sitting next to my radio capturing the lyrics and learning them, my jobs, my collegues, my friends I learned how to love the English language and became fluent without going to a language school. I learned it through my life in autodidact mode.

And the first english song that our mom thaught us, still clings in my ears I will now show this to Filip too as: “I have my children on my own…”

Listen the lyrics and the song carefully:

Oh yes, I was registering to agencies, you know to the well-known ones too (Ford, Wilhelmina etc…I am always going for the big ones immediately :D). I even got a positive feedback on one of my tweets from Ford Models Chicago stating once I am in the near I could visit them. Well, I would love to, but now I can’t 🙂 It was flattering, anyways, but who knows, maybe once?!

I also knew I have to start first here where I am, first auditions by casting agencies, running to registration days filling in registration forms, job search, networking, attending bad paying jobs or free of charge jobs, and some well paying jobs too.

I took the chance to go to London on my own cost and in the meantime maintaining my online portfolio’s. Sometimes I am  so stressed about this, because I do not get back from agencies my reference works, and I cannot build in my job experiences into these platforms to show what all I did, not mentioning that you are not getting any feedback on your job as I was used to in the managerial world. I am talking here about the Hungarian modeling and casting agencies, as both jobs I did with foreign agencies (Uk and Swiss), they understand the professional approach and I got references from them and I provided the same to them, like in your business jobs, you are free to share your opinion on the year-end evaluations and they are there to point out their experiences with you too. How else we could grow if this does not exist?!

So coming back to my last experience.

I had two agencies to visit on a same day, one of them I already heard to be a good agency and the other one I just found via one of my recent made friend Make-up Artist Djongi on the “Budapest group photographing TF” session.

I have sent my applications in English via email and online to about 150 agencies in Hungary by some I just updated my profile (I do this each time when I have new reference works, I notice the agencies about my recent/last jobs).

I got more responses, but I wanna write now only about one agency…

Agency “Free Faces” immediately offered me an interview date and term. It was the moment when I realized, wow, they must be professional, they even provided me with an exact time for interview. I browsed through one more time their profile and read one of the most important informations: they have face to face interview with all of the models. I confirmed the interview and thanked for the opportunity to come.

When I arrived it was a regular procedure, filling out registration form, on the back of the form there was a detailed explanation with basic things needed to have common understanding on rights and obligations and I was asked for a patiency to have my personal interview.

In couple of minutes I was in the office, a very chatty lady Kriszta greated me and from the first moment I felt her being very open-minded, casual and relaxing to talk to, but still professional. She browsed through my datas, explained the registration form, asked me about my interests, why I would like to do this job? Can you imagine you are saying for the first time on a job interview an honest answer, something like this: “because this is the job I wanted to do since my childhood, but I never had the courage to admit to myself, not talking about admiting it to my parents, friends or my surrounding in general”.

She told me her opinion about the jobs they could provide, but, of course it does not depend on them fully if I will get any jobs, but the agencies they are working with whether in Hungary or abroad. She said her opinion, which countries I could consider and what kind of jobs: Germany, senior, hairshows, but adding they have a dad with 40 now working in Paris, she showed me the picture of this guy, well, he is really: WOW. While I was turning my face in the direction of his photo, Indira! I saw your photo among the photos of the models, I had no clue you are registered by them! I shouted: Oh my God, I know this girl, Indira, i just attended with her a TF photoshooting last weekend 🙂 We laughed and I was feeling even more comfortable. At the end of our discussion I ended up saying to Kriszta, please take me into consideration everywhere in the world, meaning I wanna do this job everywhere possible in the world I do not want to be categorized only into Germany, seniors or hairshows.

I am confident in myself now, I applied for jobs where there were was an age limit of e.g. 30. I briefly informed the casting agency I am more then 30, but please put it on a side and show me to the customer, let them decide on their own experiences. Of course, I am not applying for the jobs of models of 16-22 year, I am clear with some possibilities, but also I know there is nothing to loose by trying to give opportunity to someone even the requirements are different, as you never know why will I attract the attention of that person, sometimes you are THAT, without age limits, without any limitations. Like falling in love with the right Brazilian 😀 sorry, I had to 😀 😀

The interview went quickly, we ended up talking about Brazilians.

She has a model in her agency, who is having lots of troubles with those otherwise very lovely Brazilians :))) So, you understand now in why I liked this lady even more. 😀 She replied: Okay,maybe I should meet one of them too, well I am saying, please meet more of them 😀

Afterwards, I was asked to send briefly a feedback introduction with all my photos which I did today.

I took my time and wrote a long detailed letter. I know I would never write such a long CV or intro for a business job application, but while I was writing it I really wanted to write how open I am about new experiences, countries, how diverse I am, that I forget to send in my first e-mail my measures and my contact details, which is like the super important information about you.  (Lucas, you the one, made in Brazil, I picked up this “super” from you 😉 i like it)

But, I learned in the business world, when you have sent a wrong mail, do not get stressed, write the correct one and add at the end of the subject of your mail  something like “corrections” or as I did now “Final version”. 😀

So, my mail is sent and I am waiting for whatever comes…

untill then I am doing my data collection of modeling agencies in Italy and sending another 150 mails or maybe more…

while I am also aware the easiest way to find these jobs are also just like with every job, if you are in the targeted market, I just need to get to conclusion, I have some countries on my mind, but I am afraid to admit myself, and I know when I am afraid, this is what I should do…

Anyways, the best would be if I would get an agent or agency, which I cannot afford now, because this way this is to much job and stress for me…but, I might also offer the agency a % from my work if they “take me under their wings”! (actually I just came to this conclusion maybe I should give it a try with them…)

oh yeah, I only lack that you do not get a copy of your registration form (this is not a contract yet) about the things you have discussed with the agency in, this is what I have forgotten to tell them, but, I will make it up…i am ok with pdf version too…

Fingers crossed for me!

p.s. I measured myself today and instead of the measures chest/waist/hips of: 81/71/87, I am now 81/70/85, is this my body getting prepared for something new?